How to deal with my life day to day

by Stacy
(Redmond Oregon)

My name is Stacy and my age is twenty four. My high and lows are when I get pushed all the time and they just don't see anything in me.

What tiggers my depression is when people scream at me and they just yelled at me. I hope the people would just understand what I mean about yelling at me and everything. I can't get over people they won't understand me sometimes. When I shut down I want to be left alone and just let me calm down most of the time.

I hope they would figure out that when I get upset they should just leave me alone. I don't really have any support or anything right now. I want people to understand when I am happy they can just make it that way.

My job is care-giving right and I love that job. I just want someone who would just sit down and have a talk with me to see how things are and just get on with my life together. I want people to see me day to day on how my day is going and just not get upset with me. I just want a guy to love me and work on this with me, but I know it is going to be a while before I get a guy in my life right now.